What I Want.

In one word: Happiness.

For with under that words meaning...comes everything that I could ever dream of wanting.

But what makes me happy? Sitting here, thinking about it, it's hard to put into words.

Now I could be lazy...and simply say, "Well, my family and friends make me happy. Succeeding makes me happy, and being free makes me happy." But to at least myself, that description isn't very fulfilling. It doesn't make me happy.

I could also be very specific about it. I could spend hours dwelling over how to put what makes me happy in the best words possible...with elaborate detail. But again...that's not what I want.

What would make me happy is that the blog just writes itself, just how I want it...although at this point in time I can't really foresee what it all would say.

But sometimes...you can't always get what you want.

...sometimes, you won't be happy. That is just life.

...sometimes, you just have to settle with what you get.

But Never settle when you don't have to, don't settle when it's not what you want.

You don't appreciate things, even the little things as much as you should...when they just fall into your lap. You have to earn it. You....for yourself. You have to want it, to earn it.

I'll tell you one thing, something that I don't want. I don't want lose something that I am not ready to give up. So...you know what I do? I fight for it. I fight for what I want, I fight for what I earned.

But...I, like you, can't always get what I want. And that just plain sucks.