Short and Sweet.

It has been too long since my last post, so here we go...short is better than nothing right?

To get this out of the way...here is a new poem, I think it is decent.

Narrow Arrows

Silence fills my ears as my distraction comes to an end,

There to temporarily pretend...of the existence of a true friend.

I mold, I bend, to the words of the wind...

An emptiness I am all too aware sets in,

As I again attempt to mend my heart that I too often lend.

Rendered is my hope, blinded are my eyes.

With another waste of a beat, another part of me dies.

My souls of my feet are sore, searching for the one I shall forever adore,

In the Labyrinth of false trails, and meaningless interactions,

All distractions...a place for everyone else, but my own matching.

My mind pretends, to feel the breeze from the feathers,

From the bow shoots Cupid, his weathered, tethered arrows.

These narrow misses, harrowing inventions of my imagination,

Well you can fathom that they get the best of me.

I think too much, and there I'll be...

Lying in bed, pillow over my eyes,

As I realize...the truth of these lies.

Disappointed, I start to cry...

Questions arise: who, how, and why?

But my time will come, I have to believe...

There is someone out there for me who is not a tease.

To have her, I'm tired of lifting my feet.

Please, just this one favor? I'm trying to live a life, one that I can savor.

To lose my sanity, is what I most dread...

So let me have it, while I'm still not dead.

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Having said that...

This post makes a much needed turn in the more happy direction than some of my previous ones.

There is someone, and she knows exactly who she is...she makes me happy. :) As early as it is in the relationship...I have a good feeling about her. I could go through a list of adjectives to describe her...but for two reasons, I shall not. 1) I don't feel like typing that much(this is supposed to be short anyway) And 2) As I have said before...emotions/feelings/thoughts can't be justified with words. They just can't.

Let's just say...

Seeing her, hearing her laugh...I can only smile. Holding her in my arms, cheek to cheek...my heart starts pounding. And kissing her, with my fingers running through her hair...the feeling is indescribable.

But as we both agreed...we want to take the relationship slow. Don't want to rush into things, nor mess this up by going too fast.

God I'm a sap...

Oh well. Deal with it. :P

Leaving it S&S...until next time.

P.S. Short and Sweet. Gosh...what? Do you think I make these acronyms up or something? Lawl.